I haven't felt right in months. I've been super tired. I've been having insane night sweats. No appetite. Abdominal fullness. Generalized Itchiness.
Add these all to Google and it says Lymphoma.
Now I know people are going to say "go to a doctor." I am.
I'm having blood tests and X-rays and ultrasounds. I'm scared.
I'm scared that I'm imagining all these symptoms. I'm scared that no one will believe me. I'm scared that I'm right.
I'm scared.
I'm terrified.
I feel alone.