Thursday, May 31, 2018

I'm not going to lie. I'm scared to death.

I haven't felt right in months. I've been super tired. I've been having insane night sweats. No appetite. Abdominal fullness. Generalized Itchiness.

Add these all to Google and it says Lymphoma.

Now I know people are going to say "go to a doctor." I am.

I'm having blood tests and X-rays and ultrasounds. I'm scared.

I'm scared that I'm imagining all these symptoms. I'm scared that no one will believe me. I'm scared that I'm right.

I'm scared.

I'm terrified.

I feel alone.