Well I think this is going to end up being my diary for a while. My psychologist wants me to keep one anyway and I think I'm more likely to keep up with it here.
Life hasn't been easy lately. I hide behind this mask of humor and hope that no one notices how screwed up I really am. I spend all my time trying to fix everyone else so that I don't have to think about my own problems. And now that I have a big problem I don't know who I can tell besides my husband. I just feel like I'll burden everyone. My logical brain says that isn't the case but my emotional brain has trouble opening up when I'm scared about something. It's a vicious circle jerk.
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